random poem

Dead inside

Sick of it

I need a cure

A cure for this poison

My eyes see you

My heart bleeds again

When will I be free

When can I see?

Game's over

Give it a rest

Before I die

Give me the key

I can't see no more

Time to leave this wretched place

Put a bullet through my head

Looks like I'm already dead

Life of death after death

Why bother with it all?

When will it end?

I WANT IT TO END!

Nobody cares

Why do I?

Kill 'em all

Time to die

Nothing left

Take me away

No more tomorrow

Yesterday's enough

YOU TORTURE ME SO!

WHY CAN'T YOU SEE?!

THIS IS CHAOTIC MADD=NESS

YOU'RE TOO BLIND TO SEE!

Set me free

Simple as that

Cure me

Fix me

Time to face the dawn

Into the wasteland I go

The living dead surrounds me

EVERYDAY IN THIS CORPSE

Cold on the ground

Nothing to see

I died awhile ago

Now just physically

Blood stains on the carpet

Who murdered this man?

Wait--no--he's alive

Or'd she kill him again?

World of darkness

Everything flashes black

The past haunting

The future daunting

A shadow looms

It strikes with fury

But just another scar

Just. Another. Scar.

I see you L A U G H I N G

I see them D Y I N G 

I see you

You don't see a thing

C R Y I N G 

into the stream

Oblivion

nothing more to see

Why?

Who trapped me here AGAIN?

Let me out, Let me out, Let me out

           LET ME OUT

Nothing's left

leave here

Nothing's left

just a mirror

See what I saw

See what you saw

      Another shell

     Of what used to be

Life seems to fade away

Closing up the final light

Shunning every memory

Leaving nothing to hold

You can't see at all

Killing me

How can I blame you?

for killing me?

Who are you?

Why are you?

What's the reason?

The reason you be?

Standing before us a new day

But not so new as much as redone

Yesterday is tomorrow with a different name

And it NEVER ENDS

It never ends

Traped here forever

Walk this path of ice

Clear as bloody liquor

Smoke in the mirror

A figure appears

Brings along Misery

Misery decides to stay

Stabbed in the heart

Cut on the floor

Blood fills the smoke

And on the figure is a face

Oh look, it's you again

Dreaming §I╚Θò8•£

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

. . . why?

Love thy murderer

She can't even see

What she's doing to me

Love thy murderer

Can't take this no longer

Gotta ESCAPE

Gotta ESCAPE

Got to be FREE

Tormenting me

day after day

Always the same

Nothing left here

Nobody will care

Got to ESCAPE

Put an end to the madness

 BUT I CAN'T

 THE GAME NEVER ENDS

The Earth falls down

Just a miniscule blow

Ending what's already gone

Fallen to the ground

Looks like time is round

Fallen to the floor

Won't see no more

Can't see no more

Can't bleed no more

NOTHING LEFT NO MORE

Do Not Read This

You fail.

A Balance in the School. . .

They say balance is a good thing, right?  Well after looking at the various clubs availible at the school I attend, I think a few new ones should be created to add balance.

Name: Street Fighting Competition 

Balances: Academic competitions

Description: Having an "intellectual duel" or whatever is all wanted at school, but what about it's opposite?  In this club, members will train on the art of illegal fighting.  There will be various events, such as field trips to the town to beat up civilians and an end-of-the-year competition in a dark alley in Chicago.

Name: Graffiti Club

Balances: Art Club

Description: All those artsy people get to create "masterpieces", but why not being more. . .direct. . .with your message?  This club is fairly straightforward: create graffiti.  Have fun with friends as we flee from cops and enjoy eating their donuts that we have the watchguy steal.

Name: Booleaders

Balances: Cheerleaders

Description: Cheerleaders show good sportsmanship and bring up the team pride.  As Booleaders, we instead incite hate towards the other team.  Our uniforms consist of black gowns and red evil-looking masks.

Name: Hacking Club

Balances: Computer Club

Description: In hacking club, we do all damage possible to the school's network as well as general black hat hacking.  Enjoy piracy?  This is also the club for you!  Enjoy modifying official records?  Join today!  Want to practice hacking banks?  HACKER CLUB!

Name: Anti-Earth Club

Balances: Every freaking earth Club availible. . .Earth Awareness, Natural Helpers, Nature Area, etc.

Description: We destroy nature and whatnot!  Our fundraisers include an event where people pay to get to use various fun polluting tools to create topxic waste, destroy wildlife, and more!  We then use the money to do things such as buy coal to burn, convince auto makers to reduce fuel efficiency, burn the rainforest, and more!

Name: Anti-Foreign Club

Balances: Foreign Exchange, German Club, Spanish Club, Latin Club, etc.

Description: Come and enjoy American culture!  Speak English while eating American food such as fast food and live in the land of not-other-nations!  No culture but ours!

Name: Alumni

Balances: Freshmen Class, Sophmore Class, Junior Class, Senior Class

Description: If you're too stupid to figure it out, you're probably still in one of the above "clubs". . .unless NCLB still exists. . .

Name: NO HOPE

Balances: HOPE

Description: An exclusive group where we enjoy our inteligence and outcast the retards!  We do things such as confusing them and mocking them.  A must-join for nonconformists!

Name: Lock Club

Balances: Key Club

Description: Destroy the community!  We do many things including spreading hate, littering, vandalism, hurting people, destroying public areas, arson, murder, stealing from the poor, and destroying the local food supply!

Name: National Dishonor Society

Balances: National Honor Society

Description: Are you a dishonorable person?  Do basically all adults(and more) hate you?  Well now you can be in the most dishonorable club--no--SOCIETY, the nation has seen!

Name: SOSADD (Students Opposing Students Against Drunk Driving) (pronounced so-sad-d)

Balances: SADD (Students Against Drunk Driving) (Pronounced sad-d)

Description: Encourage your fellow humans to drink and drive cause it's thrilling!  On a daily basis, we stand at the exits of the parking lots and hand out beer.  We also bring a keg to all school functions, especially Prom and Homecoming.

Name: Arguing and Fight team

Balances: Speech and Debate Team

Description: Not a fan of "civilized discussion"?  No problem!  This team has regular competitions in which a highly controversial topic is brought up and then all contenders are to begin arguin over it.  If a brawl does not ensue within ten minutes, liquor will be brought out, as well as the materials for Motolov cocktails.

Name: Discrimination Club

Balances: STAND (Students Together And Naturally Diverse)

Description: This is a segregationist club.  We cleanse the school of everyone who looks, sounds, or believes differently!  Join if you wish to preserve your culture!

Name: Anarchy

Balances: Student Council

Description: ANARCHY!  We do not meet ever and have no leaders.  Our activities include harassing admins, teachers, authority in general, and the "student government".  Why the h3ll should we listen to them?  We didn't get to choose them, so they are useless to us.  

Name: Nameless News

Balances: School Newspaper

Description: Sick of the politically correct brainwashing watered-down crap in the normal paper?  We are totally anonymous and therefore say it like it is and dis what we want!

Name: Drug Club

Balances: Nothing in particular

Deskription: Do drugs.  Need I say more?

10 Most Annoying Ways to Die

10. Being near an exploding vehicle in Call of Duty 4.

        This would qualify for a higher spot in some cases.  But admit it, using a car for cover and then having it explode is quite annoying.  Although it is quite avoidable, so it can't be put up too high.

9. Mining a full pack of runite ore only to have a Renevant immeadately kill you in Runescape.

        This is rather self-explanatory.  You work for an hour to get all the runite, jumping from world to world.  Then a Renevant comes and kills you.  Not to mention the loss of other items you brought.

8. Having a Pirannah eat you in Jak and Daxter

        Who isn't annoyed by this?  You get pretty far.  You fall in the water and some fish just jumps up and eats you.  Unavoidable as well once you're a few feet in open water.

7. Losing after an excessively long intro on Guitar Hero.

        This points to songs such as Raining Blood and Black Sunshine.  You spend about a minute waiting for the intro, then you lose.  Some people, like me, have damaged their guitars because of this.

6. Having the ball go in the unreachable spot between the flippers in basically any pinball game.

        Seriously, this can get badly annoying.  Especially if you are a few points from the bonus life when this happens.  And you're on your last life.  Any way this happens, the arcade you are at might be suing you for the broken machine as you try to hide your crowbar.

5. Losing to a weak enemy.

        You think you can win, and you should.  But then you lose.  Especially annoying if in front of other people.

4. Dying at the end of a level.

        Nobody likes this.  Ever.  You spend time getting to the end, and then you lose.  Of course, this is expected in games like Guitar Hero where you have hard solos. Plus, you can magnify this when it was a hard level, lacking checkpoints.

3. Losing your whole party in Pokemon Red or Blue to someone who killed them all with Hyper Beam.

        If you don't know, back in the old Pokemon games, if you killed someone with Hyper Beam, you didn't have to recharge.  This would be really cheap if something with obscenely high attack or increased attack killed your whole party before you could even hit them.

2. Losing repeatedly to a boss because you have no idea what to do.

        This could outlined in many ways.  Like the first boss in Super Mario Land.  It eats all your lives pretty quickly.  Really any boss where you don't know what to do is annoying.  Of course, this can't be #1 because we have walkthroughs.

1. Losing power.

        This is the worst.  Whether your annoying friend or sibling unplugs the game or there's a thunderstorm, this can be extremely irritating.  This can be worsened in situations where you can only quicksave, like Mystery Dungeon, or your online fighting and your die because you couldn't log out in time and you can't stop it because the power's gone.  This could take on many scenearios.  Even Animal Crossing makes this annoying by the evil Mr. Resseti.  Or losing power while saving.

Music downloading and stuff

I've been reading into this, and it seems with the widespread popularity of broadband, many people are downloading BECAUSE THEY CAN. They'll download hundreds of hours worth and often never listen to a good portion. Are the artists losing out? I think not.
Furthermore, the RIAA's idea of how much money downloaders have is absurd. Most downloaders are teens or college students. Neither can afford to buy the many albums, but sharing makes it possible.
In addition, downloading can sometimes BOOST sales. If you never heard of an artist, would you invest $16 in a CD? I doubt it, especially if that's all your free money for the month.(or more) However, if you download the songs, you can then decide. I, along with many others, will buy CDs that contain songs we downloaded.
Beyond that is availability. In the US, I dare you to find music by Sonata Arctica, Helloween, X Japan, Dragonland, Rhapsody of Fire, Lost Horizon, Power Quest. I'm having trouble finding a physical copy of their songs I downloaded.
Also, the concept of SHARING indicates that SOMEONE bought it. Is it wrong(morally) to copy a song for your friend? Maybe let them listen to the album before they buy it? Well P2P simply gives you more "friends".
If every file sharer was to be locked away as per copyright law, there would not be any room in any prison. Imagine 70% of 13-24 y.o. being locked up for 25 years. The country would be screwed. Not to mention the millions of dollars we don't have and can't pay.

Let's again look at my choices. I want Craze Album by EmoteBand. My choices are:
1-Buy the CD
2-Buy a CD by a similar artist
3-Steal the CD
4-Download it off a torrent
5-Do nothing

Choice 1 gives EmoteBand $15 and they now have 1 less copy.
Choice 2 leaves EmoteBand the same.
Choice 3 leaves them with 1 less copy.(hence they lose, hence immoral)
Choice 4 leaves them the same.
Choice 5 leaves them the same.

2, 4, and 5 have the same effect on EmoteBand, why is 4 so bad?

“Glass Trap”

 

Looking through the looking glass

Waiting for the pain to pass

Heart beats weaker; tears stain the shield

With trickery and deception, words they wield

 

Lost forever where I don't belong

Look around and know something's wrong

But what will be the cost?

Of being foreverlost?

 

Nowhere in sight there be

Something to set me free

Why'm I here? Why'm I there?

Who locked me in this cage?

 

Life bleeds death

Flesh bleeds blood

They bleed lies

I bleed pain

 

Who knows the answer?

The answer to the story

Who knows the way?

The way to belight

 

Breathe in

Breathe out

Bullet in

Life out

"And Chapter One"

“And Chapter One”   

And greed was in power

And evil had risen

And ignorance to the light is all

And there was no safety

And the light was dim

And the light was gathered

And they came to the light

And they built the light

And they bent the light

And the light shined

And the greed hid the light

And the evil hid the light

And the light pushed through

And the followers kept freedom

And they spread the freedom

And the light was spread

And the war continues